Proper Nice aint it?

I'm majorly pissed off big time, a girl who i'll name "R" is the cause of me being pissed off.

On Friday in the taxi, R* has the fucking nerve to ask me if I'll ever sell Sindy or loan Sindy out to R*. Well Guess what toots, Sindy's MINE. I've had her for 6 years now and we grew up together in which I taught her things and she taught me things, Sindy was always there for me and listened to my problems especially at the time of my parents splitting earlier this year. And my way of repaying her back is to let her retire peacefully on the land with occasional rides by my mum's friend's daughter.

I was really hoping to go and see some ponies soon so I can give Sindy some little chums and something to pick on, but guess what?! R* Fucking went without me, she fucking KNEW that I wasn't gonna be here this weekend, stupid cow. I really had enough of her and wish she would clear off, If i had a choice of not being the taxi with her, I'd take the goddamn bus and I hate buses.

Mum's gonna organise for R*'s Mum to take me to Dartmoor but I don't wanna go with her at all, why should I? She asked Mum to sell or loan Sindy to her and Mum said No, so they tried me.