Pick. Pick. Pick.

That's all I'm getting this past week is being picked at by lots of people. bleh stupid fuckers

Well for starters, I've been busier than normal this week and because of that I'm too tired to do everything. I recieved my Woolworths Application form in the post on Saturday but I've been out Saturday,

Then Sunday I was helping out with building of the new corral,

Monday I was out til late because of the ponies' arrival

Tuesday I was out in Plymouth and didn't get back til a bit late and was doing my maths homework

Wednesday I was out doing the horses and then was out for the evening.

I mean seriously? Am I expected NOT to have a social life or do stuff outside college? Well according to the stupid bitches at the hearing centre, I'm not. I mean just because you don't have a social life, it doesn't mean I should stop mine you know.

They keep going on and on and on..... at me with the application form and holiday form. I tried to explain that I've been busier than usual this week but nooooo they don't wanna know. I seriously hate them right now, heck I walked out of the unit because I knew that one more pick at me, I would've become very argumentative and then that would land me into trouble.

I'm just so frustrated because I can never do anything right at all. Then to top it off my stupid old Nan picked at me yesterday because I wanted to get the ponies used to my presence so I was in the corral with them but Nan kept screeching at me because she wanted to go home. I mean C'MON!!! She's at home ALL DAY. Ugh adults sucks big time.

Why am I such a target to get picked at? By the way the Unit Ladies said that I have to have an authorisation form so I don't get into trouble, heyyy the holiday's booked and if they don't bloody authorise it, guess what? I'm Going Anyways. Yah that's right.

The Arrival

Well my ponies are here at last thank god. They arrived on Monday Evening about after 7pm. It was a bit chaotic because the horse truck got stuck in the mud at the other place but that problem was solved quickly enough.

When we arrived, I ran in and clipped a lead rope onto Sindy's halter and held her whilst the truck was coming into the yard and backed up to the entrance of the corral. I have never seen Sindy go absolutely crazy for a long time! She haven't had any company living with her since April 2006 so to see some newcomers was a shock to the system.

All she kept doing was crap everywhere, sniffing the truck, neighing in my ear and pull me around like a ragdoll haha.

There was a fair bit of chaos inside the truck when mum and Lorraine was putting headcollars on them and worm them, from what Mum said, Blackjack was the one who kicked up the most fuss, tsk tsk.

I was expecting them to run out of the truck at a high speed but they didn't do that lol, they just walked out fast and guess what? Sindy saw them and went nuts, blasting her neighs into my ear. Not Nice. At All.

Couldn't get any photos because it was so dark by the time they arrived and I didn't want to scare them with the flash from the camera.

Expensive but Fun Weekend

I stayed over at my sister's this weekend as Mum went to Guernsey. I went over on Friday evening and came home Sunday Evening. On Saturday I went Plymouth and of course I spent some money, well not some but A LOT!!!! Anyways I got:

Saturday in Plymouth:

MAC Juxt eyeshadow
MAC Freshwater Eyeshadow
MAC Varneesh Lip Laquer
MAC 217 Blending eye brush
MAC Iridescent loose powder in Silver Dusk
MAC Bare Canvas paint
MAC Melon Pigment Sample and 2 empty jars (free)

The Butterfly Effect DVD
Cruel Intentions DVD
Rumour Has It

Sunday In Exeter:

Lush:

Happy Pill for mum flat ballistic
Joy For Jelly shower Jelly
Puddy Holly Ballisic
Bling Crosby Bubble Bar Slice
Candy Cane Bubble Bar
Twinkle ballistic
Ruby Red Slippers Bubble Bar - the colour is gorgeous!
Temple Of Truth Bubble Bar
Christmas Kisses Bubble Bar
Fig & Leaves soap sample (free)
Enchantment Eye Cream sample (free)

Then I got some MORE DVDs haha

Be Cool
Romeo + Juliet
E.T
Walk The Line
Cheaper By The Dozen 2
Saw
Dawn Of The Dead
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
A Nightmare On The Elm Street

I bought my sister and my mum a present and also Makayla a baby gro

Proper Nice aint it?

I'm majorly pissed off big time, a girl who i'll name "R" is the cause of me being pissed off.

On Friday in the taxi, R* has the fucking nerve to ask me if I'll ever sell Sindy or loan Sindy out to R*. Well Guess what toots, Sindy's MINE. I've had her for 6 years now and we grew up together in which I taught her things and she taught me things, Sindy was always there for me and listened to my problems especially at the time of my parents splitting earlier this year. And my way of repaying her back is to let her retire peacefully on the land with occasional rides by my mum's friend's daughter.

I was really hoping to go and see some ponies soon so I can give Sindy some little chums and something to pick on, but guess what?! R* Fucking went without me, she fucking KNEW that I wasn't gonna be here this weekend, stupid cow. I really had enough of her and wish she would clear off, If i had a choice of not being the taxi with her, I'd take the goddamn bus and I hate buses.

Mum's gonna organise for R*'s Mum to take me to Dartmoor but I don't wanna go with her at all, why should I? She asked Mum to sell or loan Sindy to her and Mum said No, so they tried me.

World Trade Centre

I went to see World Trade Center last night, it was absolutely fantastic and really, truly inspiring story of the two police cops trapped underground in the rubble trying to survive. They witness their close friend killing himself, that was only because a large bar of steel went right through his stomach.

In the aftermath of the World Trade Center disaster, hope is still alive. Refusing to bow down to terrorism, rescuers and family of the victims press forward. Their mission of rescue and recovery is driven by the faith that under each piece of rubble, a co-worker, a friend a family member may be found. This is the true story of John McLoughlin and William J. Jimeno, two of the last survivors extracted from Ground Zero and the rescuers who never gave up. It's a story of the true heroes of that fateful time in the history of the United States when buildings would fall and heroes would rise, literally from the ashes to inspire the entire human race.

Just simply fed up

I'm just so goddamn fed up of everything, I mean isn't 6th form supposed to be about independence? Trust? OBVIOUSLY NOT! I get yelled at by TAs for no reason, I'm sick of it TBH.

No matter how hard I try and try, I never do it right. I'm always doing summat wrong. If I don't help, I get yelled at, If i do, i still get fucking yelled at. it's a no win stich for me innit?

Well that's it for today. Well check out my picture below lol, i edited it PSP9 and make it kinda like 1940s style after seeing The Black Dahlia last Wednesday.

Boys Will Be Boys

Well i went to a family dinner on Sunday (01/10/06) and met up with Aunt Margaret, Uncle Peter and Second cousin Jan Jan there, they've came from Australia and is here for a month. I also met up with Nick, Karen, Max and Cody as well, Nanny and Poppa came with us too.

We went to Berry Hotel and there's cool scenery there so i did a photoshoot with Max and Cody. They were really naughty to their parents as well.

Cody looking out to sea

Max and Cody goofin' off.

Cody Jumping over the bowls beam towards his shadow

Max posing on the rocks, actin' cool

Cody's walking on the stairway to the sky